"Note to self: Don't change for anyone...note to self don't DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIE..."

Well, Jared left yesterday. I swear you really DON'T know how much someone means to you until they're gone. Not that I didn't think Jared meant that much to me, it's just, when someone special leaves, you think of all these things you wish you had said, or you wish you had said AGAIN, like "I love you" just ONE more time...or "thank you" just one more time.

I love you, Jared Scott.

Well, I leave for school today. =\ Ugh. I hate it up there.

I also have a psychiatrist appointment in two weeks. Some symptoms of my depression/anxiety have flared up mildly, and so I'm going to see if I should switch meds, add a medication, or up my current dosage of Paxil. I'm not looking too forward to seeing a psychiatrist, though. All these mental taking care of-ings just seem to put everything else on pause. I mean, I've got school work to do, things of interest to pursue...I don't want to have to interrupt everything to come back home for a counseling appointment.

Oh well.

Movies I saw with Jared:
-Pirates of the Carribean
-Lord of the Rings (Return of the King)
-Army of Darkness
-Finding Nemo
-Virgin Suicides
-Good Will Hunting
-Phonebooth
-Down With Love
-Runaway Bride

Other movies I saw while on Christmas break:
-Mona Lisa Smile
-Daddy Daycare
-Freaky Friday

So yeah. Short update I know, but I have to go in like, 5 minutes. Hopefully I'll have a longer update available tonight! Love you all.