prayer to God

God, please use me. I know I may not be sacrificing everything I need to, and I know I'm pretty messed up right now, but please use me. I know I'm not obeying you like I should, but please just use me.

Please help me out of this depression that I'm in. Please help me to enjoy myself when I'm out with friends. Please help this summer to start being an enjoyable one for me. Please help me to be ready to go back to school in August. Please help me to serve you better and to be willing to do things that aren't necessarily "fun" if it means serving you, like cleaning for my Mom. Please help me to get a job. Please help me to be able to see Sarah this summer and please help me to have fun when I do, and please help me to have fun if I go see Ashley too. Please help Julie and I to still be able to go to Cornerstone and for me to possibly see all of Cool Hand Luke's set.

Please just use me. Mold me into what you'd like for me to be. Please just be patient with me now and help me.