"I'd love to be the friend you call when things are great..."

[hot_foot_steph]

Conscious flow of thought:

I need to stop
worrying about the future
it's pointless
music is good
I have a big feeling
God's got major big plans for me in college
and I don't like it
I should
but I'm scared
"Understand This Is A Dream" is a good album
I wish Carroll, Blair, Joy, Shelly, Brittany, etc. could all attend college w/ me
They're such cool people
I like to read
The world has a fascination with sex
What's lust and what's not?
I eat too fast
I don't have to babysit tomorrow
I feel as though I have all the wrong motives
for everything
It's like it's inevitable
Is it wrong to feel as though it's pointless to write personal thoughts without someone else seeing them?
Is it bad to rather want to be determined
to show Jared what he means to me than God?
I guess it is...
Either that or it's just that I take God for granted
I'd rather write a poem about Jared than God...'cause God bores me sometimes
er, at least, thinking about Him does
And sometimes, I DON'T think I think too much
And I DO think I'm a bad person
Satan'll probably play with that some...
I have way too much pride on my hands

The end.

Comments

[xsuperkidjoyx.livejournal.com]

i love you, steph.

[goodeveningsun.livejournal.com]

i love her more.

Re:

[xsuperkidjoyx.livejournal.com]

we are SO not even starting this again.

because i love both of you the mostest times a trinity plus a gazillion.

the end.!

[goodeveningsun.livejournal.com]

oh hush. no way. :)

[peacefulmisery.livejournal.com]

*coughdorkscough*

;)

Love y'all. :)

-Steph