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hot_foot_stephThat lyric's probably wrong anyway. Heh. :) But I like how it's sung...or whatever.
It is 9:45 in the morning. I'm incredibly tired. But at like, THREE in the morning I realized: I have my last counseling appointment today at 12. *pandiculates* (that means I yawned)
I'm taking Natalie and Maria out to the lake tomorrow. I hope it doesn't rain. Since I'm going away in 2 weeks, I figured I'd take them out before I left.
I'm out. Like a light BULB.
P.S. God helped me with my unbelief last night! (before the second "P.S." happened) It was awesome.
P.P.S. I don't understand what it means when you dream of someone/something you like, haven't seen or haven't even THOUGHT about in forever, and then the next day you see that person somewhere. I had a dream about LANCE BASS for some reason and then I saw him on TV the next day. I hadn't seen him in forever. I mean, yeah I guess I believe in coincidence, but it kinda troubled me last night...wondering how that happens so much. Are we like, outside of time in our dreams and in that way can we somehow, in a really distorted way, "see" the future sometimes? Is it God's way of demonstrating to us how he lives outside of time? I don't know...it just troubles me. I'm not saying I don't believe in coincidence (sometimes...and it depends), but I just don't get it. It happens a lot and not just to me, I know. So if we DO "see the future through a distorted sense" (and obviously not clearly...I mean, seeing a person in a dream you haven't seen in forever and then seeing them or getting a phone call from them the next day isn't the same thing as really SEEING the future...but you know what I mean), why would God allow that? I mean...what does that mean? It just confuses me. Maybe I think too much. I just worry about things. My faith seems easily swayed by small things. =\
It is 9:45 in the morning. I'm incredibly tired. But at like, THREE in the morning I realized: I have my last counseling appointment today at 12. *pandiculates* (that means I yawned)
I'm taking Natalie and Maria out to the lake tomorrow. I hope it doesn't rain. Since I'm going away in 2 weeks, I figured I'd take them out before I left.
I'm out. Like a light BULB.
P.S. God helped me with my unbelief last night! (before the second "P.S." happened) It was awesome.
P.P.S. I don't understand what it means when you dream of someone/something you like, haven't seen or haven't even THOUGHT about in forever, and then the next day you see that person somewhere. I had a dream about LANCE BASS for some reason and then I saw him on TV the next day. I hadn't seen him in forever. I mean, yeah I guess I believe in coincidence, but it kinda troubled me last night...wondering how that happens so much. Are we like, outside of time in our dreams and in that way can we somehow, in a really distorted way, "see" the future sometimes? Is it God's way of demonstrating to us how he lives outside of time? I don't know...it just troubles me. I'm not saying I don't believe in coincidence (sometimes...and it depends), but I just don't get it. It happens a lot and not just to me, I know. So if we DO "see the future through a distorted sense" (and obviously not clearly...I mean, seeing a person in a dream you haven't seen in forever and then seeing them or getting a phone call from them the next day isn't the same thing as really SEEING the future...but you know what I mean), why would God allow that? I mean...what does that mean? It just confuses me. Maybe I think too much. I just worry about things. My faith seems easily swayed by small things. =\
