"Waaaaaaaaaake up, it's 6 A.M..."
Feb. 8th, 2004 07:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
hot_foot_stephI HATE having Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
I feel like less of a person.
For me to not be able to HANDLE the normal stresses of life.
I called my counselor, for the MILLIONTH time (I feel so bad calling her on Emergency call...I've done it so many times since I had this overdosage of medicine...but I HAD to!) and she calmed me down. I should NOT have watched "Girl, Interrupted." My counselor scolded me, saying that my brain's not ready for that kind of movie. I told her I thought I was supposed to be fine after two weeks, but she told me it would get BETTER in two weeks (which two weeks has already passed), but that I may not be where I need to be for months. =\ :'(
I don't WANT Jared to have to DEAL with a PSYCHO GIRLFRIEND!!!
I don't LIKE myself right now. At all at all.
I don't WANT to have this!!! http://www.ocfoundation.org/ocf1010a.htm
I feel like less of a person.
For me to not be able to HANDLE the normal stresses of life.
I called my counselor, for the MILLIONTH time (I feel so bad calling her on Emergency call...I've done it so many times since I had this overdosage of medicine...but I HAD to!) and she calmed me down. I should NOT have watched "Girl, Interrupted." My counselor scolded me, saying that my brain's not ready for that kind of movie. I told her I thought I was supposed to be fine after two weeks, but she told me it would get BETTER in two weeks (which two weeks has already passed), but that I may not be where I need to be for months. =\ :'(
I don't WANT Jared to have to DEAL with a PSYCHO GIRLFRIEND!!!
I don't LIKE myself right now. At all at all.
I don't WANT to have this!!! http://www.ocfoundation.org/ocf1010a.htm
