pain, pain, pain

[hot_foot_steph]

god this hurts.

my stomach is churning.

make it stop.

i hate having feelings for someone who doesn't have them back.  HATE IT.

and it seems to happen all the time.

my love life (or lack thereof) is a series of disappointments.

let me mourn.  let me cry.  let me pity myself.  i deserve it, dangit.  with all i've been put through.  i deserve to mope and be miserable.

this is definitely one of the worst feelings in the world.

Comments

[therealhopeful.livejournal.com]

I hear ya' Stephanie. I life really sucks sometimes (http://therealhopeful.livejournal.com/18554.html). =\

[hotcookiegirl.livejournal.com]

speaking as someone who has had a nonexistent love life throughout her life I can kinda relate. But at the same time I find wallowing in self pity can really just get me in a downward slump and it's hard to get back out. Sometimes resisting the urge to do that is hard. But you can go ahead and cry...just don't let yourself get caught in that cycle for too long love!